mobile7:awkward dinner with the inlaws.

as i kept saying before, i can't really write anything without experiencing it myself.

peppermint winter~

thanks to my cousin andy who is just amazing and all sorts of awesome and i love him a ton for my music for tonight and also putting up with my weirdness and just everything.

a poem inspired by peppermint winter, owl city's newest single. listen to it--it's beautiful.

snowflakes swirl through the silvery air
some landing on my eyelashes, others in my hair
i can't believe it's winter already--the seasons are flying by.
in about half a year, i'll be on a journey away from here
and away from you.
though we've had our ups and downs (and mostly downs)
i'll miss you.
so i'm looking back up towards the sky
blinking out the snowflakes
and wishing on this wintry night that
at least we'll have some time.

i love my (extended) family.

okay, i posted this here but was thinking about how to tie it into writing. i think i got it.

pink has been having insane character dialogues between herself and her main character. while she thinks this is crazy, i think it's great--it's only going to help her develop the character in her story very well. i should probably try and do the same with my characters to flesh them out and help them to find the right words in which to respond.

tying this in, characters should be a sort of extended family to the author, quite honestly. we should be able to know them on such a level that we know their exact mannerisms, their exact speech, and exactly how they act and feel. in some ways, you parent your character are best friends with your character to the point where you consider them family. now i'm not saying that you should go and ask your characters to counsel you on life's problems--they probably won't help you there since they are constructs of your imagination (and maybe sometimes your subconscious), but you need to know them well. when you're writing the story, the characters are your best friends, and you're simply telling their story through your eyes. you simply just happen to be playing god, and this is probably the best time to be doing so.

reward video for you guys for dealing with my three posts in one day. :D