really, trust is completely important. it takes such a long time to establish but can come crashing down in a heartbeat. it only takes a couple words for someone's ethos to completely disintegrate and dissolve into nothingness.
trust and communication are essential parts of functional relationships. without one or both of them, you're doomed.
so...
i'm sorry for not trusting you. i really wish i did. i wish i could trust people. but i don't. i can't take things people say at face value, even if they say it completely sincerely. i should trust you. but i'm too scared of the end to entrust you with any part of me, even though you trust me with everything.
i'm sorry i'm not up to snuff. and sorry for not trusting you.
I feel like a total jackass for saying this, but for some people (read: HI THERE), you have to know to not trust what they're communicating in order to know what they're communicating so you can trust them. I'm pretty sure that's not relevant at all to what you were saying, but just thought I'd throw that out there.
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