ep:people--life's biggest puzzle.

...how powerful. 

too often we take the ones that love us and help us for granted and focus on those that leave us and hurt us. we want those that hurt us and leave us--why? good question. another hard question--why does life's hurts give us our greatest inspirations? 

pining sucks. and i'm too lazy to turn off the song. it's katy perry "the one that got away." now, it doesn't completely truly apply to me, but i still resonate with the emotion of the song. some time eventually, i'd like to go up and do karaoke, but with music that i'm super familiar with. i'm sure it'd turn out like (500) days of summer (except minus the booze) and it wouldn't be very good, but i really can't take it anymore. i want to--no, need to say something.