yearning.

what i really hate is when things slow down enough so that i have enough time to just sit around and think.
and by that, i mean just reflect on my life, how things are going, and how i'm feeling. most of the time i reflect myself into a deep, dark hole in which i am thoroughly convinced that i am completely alone. normally, this void (see vacuum of yearn) is filled by the everyday activities that i do. homework, school, just life in general. the emptier life gets, the wider the vacuum gets.

so maybe that's why it was kinda easy for me to write the flashback scene that i did for class. and maybe why it was easy for me to write the yearning piece--because i've been there.

"the trick of love is to never let it find you... it's easy to get over missing out."
~jon mclaughlin in his song "indiana"